This is two different creatures

​                      "Griffins"?

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This is documented FYI, the church, research, study, my

family, memory, etc. To SEE 

God still working among us.

Very close illustration, but not a real photo of

"Almost every day, a creature is 

washing up on Montauk Bay!"

(a near by resident said)



Can you imagine what this

means to me when I see

things like this?  > > > > > 

He gave us His prophets, the Bible, Son "Jesus Christ", Spirit, miracle testimonies, BUSINESS, and CARD, there is no excuse in hell

                                (He is in the communication business)

And here is "HIS business card" FROM HIS HAND

One might think that His business card idea came from reading Luke 2:49, but

​it came innocently. In fact, when first seen ​in His hand (in vision), it was rejected.​  

Misinterpreted for 4-1/2 months as Him telling me "It's time to do your business

cards." (See: "Picture The Truth" icon). Not even the meaning or value, power,

or impact of this one product was realized until He opened my eyes (see below). 

Scripture says He always knows what He is doing, and planned it before the

foundation of the world.​ Then, the rest of

"His business" was revealed...

This is how it unfolded...

All my life I was captivated with the thought of God 24/7, and that puzzled me. Where did that come from? (my calling?) Why wasn't my                                                                                                                                         parents or 9 siblings like this, or anyone we know? except

                                                                                                                            maybe an aunt..."Aunt Rosemary"? who we hardly knew or

ever saw. She was the oldest female of the 11 children my mom's mom (grandma) had, who went to be a nun. It wasn't until way into my teens I heard this about her. Since todler stage, trying to figure out life, I would always end up thinking "Where will I fit in this world being

like this? Where wilI I go? No way will I be a nun! That seemed morbid, death to my such alive spirit...a fire burning in me. This VERY

STRONG drawing...but why? Why me? I hoped somehow that I wasn't the only one in the world like this, but it sure felt like it. Seemed

like everyone around me was miserable compared to my spirit and pure heart. That's why at age 7 (before learning to read), when given

                              a mini Bible and told "Jesus loves you" by The Gideons visiting our grade school, I believed He did

                              WITHOUT DOUBTand wholeheartedly.  My extremely anxious to learn how to read amazed my

                              teacher. But weeks later, my Mom saw my little treasure and destroyed it. So I learned to READ HIM

                              first, rather than HIS book. I then made Jesus (God) my invisible friend instead, "Can't take that away                                                                 from me!"  I was excited about all of the things God made for us in order to be happy as He..."Why

                              aren't people happy as He?"  I was happy, but sad for others "Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace,                      

                              whose mind is stayed on Thee: because he trusteth in Thee." Is 26:3. Having no one to relate with,

absolutely no spiritual example for the first 18 years of my life but Jesus, 1955-1974 was VERY hard for me. I was loving to everyone but hurt because they weren't. Was always misunderstood. That was a time of no TV evangelists, no computers, no world wide web, not even the nice Christian songs/records, nothing to defend my spirit if I spoke (for the Lord, or against their spirits, I stayed silent Ps 94:17). They thought I was wrong for not being like them, for one big happy family (1Pe 4:4), and I thought they were wrong for not being like Christ, for one big happy family (1Co 2:14, Jn 17). "But as then he that was born after the flesh persecuted him that was born after the Spirit, even so it is now."Ga 4:29, "And a man's foes shall be they of his own household."Mt 10:36. "And ye shall be hated of all men for My name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."   Did not know what was in that book, but just assumed (with hope) it was all the answers to all of life's questions, and perhaps the knowledge and wisdom of how to get what I "got" into my relatives to 

experience His peace on earth too, otherwise I could not have anything to do with them "...whosoever

therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God." Ja 4:4 < although I did not know that 

Scripture either, my concern was that I would lose what I had with God if I conformed to their way... 

being what I did not like in order to fit in. Then, to make it worse, after this website, that wicked spirit 

mocked me "You had such a hard life, well haven't we all?!" I asked the Lord about this and He said  

to me "There are 2 kinds of 'hard life', one is doing your own will and suffer from sinning, the other is

doing My will while suffering the ignorant."  When the Lord gave me His business card, I used 

Christmas to slip them into their Christmas cards. What I did not know either, was, what I had been

doing for my family, somehow eventually all the families of the earth would be blessed also.

If there's anything on this page (or in website) that seems off, it means I had interruptions while typing and lost my place


Here is something I have struggled in explaining, even to myself...Ever since I could remember, I would hear "You know something", real   suttle and constantly ("still small voice" 1Ki 19:12). It was more like felt/heard. God doesn't need a language to communicate with us, we that have Him in us interpret what He gives our heart. "You know something" happened so much so that it seemed like it eventually became me. < and I do not expect anyone to understand that unless it happened to them too. Today, I know that had to be The Holy Spirit keeping me on track for this UNIQUE great task ahead of me, to make sure I carry out what I was born to do. In fact, another thing that puzzled me spiritually growing, and got me wondering, was when I was in my late 30s. A nice young man (the look anyone would be proud to have as a son) followed me to the parking lot of an establishment I had just delivered roses to. Surprisingly, he spoke very commanding, "Maam, I need to talk to you! Pleeaase talk to me!"  then acted like he thought he scared/offended me, so he rephrased his words "I'm sorry, I don't mean to...let me explain, I felt...there's something about you that intrigues me, I want to know who you are and what you think, can we talk? PLEEAASE, please maam, I NEEED you to talk to me...maybe somewhere you would feel more there a restaurant near...?" Then he looked me in the eyes and said "I can tell, You know something!" (I wanted to take it as he was soul searching in order to prevent myself from shrieking at what he just said!) Never saw him before nor afterward..."O God, I hope I didn't pass up an opportunity to save someone from suicide, or ? Or...Lord, was that Your cue that You sent him to me? to keep me on track as to what this is about? I hope someday we meet again, to know if he is saved ...O PLEASE LORD, send him here to this website, I will know it is him when he tells me where we were standing and talking."  I feel bad about this, I was so shocked and had to cut him short. Sadly, I knew, no one but God would understand and allow me to help this soul, therefore, I could not take the time for him...could not be late getting back to the shop. It was hot out, very late, dark, and the end of my work day. (Update: It is now Sept. 15th, 2016, 11:20am, and I just realized that this phrase I had been hearing all my life does not say "I know something"!!! This was from GOD!)


The little puzzling hints of "God" that occurred in my life were starting to pile up and required a shelf to put them on, until I could figure out what it was for, causing me to draw closer to God each time. As far back as I can ever remember anything, I was (and still am) constantly reminded of something that happened (real, not a dream) and would not know it was biblical until many decades later. An experience that forced me to believe I WAS, before I was conceived. "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; and before you came forth out of the womb I sanctified you, and I ordained you a prophet unto the nations." Jer 1:5. Now, 6 decades later, I still remember the thousands of flash backs (God reminding me) of THIS HAPPENING: There I was, looking at the vast darkness with sparkly dots, it was beautiful and I knew that I knew nothing else. A warmth from a gigantic golden ball of light behind me, shined past me so I could see the darkness with the sparkly dots in the distance. The first "feeling" I experienced was love in the warmth...nothing was offensive, there was just peace and love. After that initial experience of life, I became bored and looked around...saw me, as a small light, but dim. I then began to look behind me and was lovingly persuaded to stay looking forward, that is when I got to see about 1/5 of the huge golden light!  It looked like the sun. When I was told not to turn around, I didn't anymore (obeyed). I guess when He saw I was bored, He placed another light (like me) about 10-12 feet in distance to the right of me. The second "feeling" was reaching out to communicate with that like dim light at my right, THAT is when I was offended and cried, I wasn't allowed to reach to touch that light. Then, a big swish noise came from behind that little dim light and took it away, straight forward and fast. I watched it get smaller and smaller as it went away from us into the vast darkness with sparkly dots. I cried for the loss, but was informed that I was next and I became worried. Did not want anything to take me into that vast darkness, that uncertain place. Then it was conveyed that I will be able to return in due time (that feeling was comforting Ec 12:7). I definitely realized then that something else was in control of me and not me (learned appreciation for authority/protection). The next thing I know is coming into this world and exploring. No words can express how excited I was when finding Scripture and hearing other people talk of their experience that matched this one. Through the years of reasoning, I analyzed this whole experience and also wondered who that other entity was, maybe it was my sister born just before me, then wondered if it were my husband, maybe Mary? or was it Jesus? Finally, I found this: "...for the LORD will go before you: and the God of Israel will be your rear guard." Is 52:12. "...The Sun of Righteousness shall arise with healing in His wings..." Mal 4:2. I loved the sun!  I drew and colored so many suns. Born in sunny Modesto, California, it excited me to see the sun! (as if connected O;-)   At 3-1/2 we moved back to Ohio (Maumee, Ohio),

                                                                  I missed "home" (twice) and cried allot < reminds me of

                                                                   our Mini-Schnauzer who was born in a musty, mildew

                                                                 lower level of a house on a hill, she loved the pool cover

                                                                   when we brought it out from the garage to winterize

                                                                 the pool, we'd find her up there on the cover sniffing and

                                                                   licking it. And getting sick every time did not stop her.

                                                                "For our God is a consuming fire."Hb 12:29. "Let your

                                                                   light shine before men, that they may see your good

                                                                 works and glorify your Father in heaven."Mat 5:16. "Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth Me shall not walk in darkness but shall have the light of life." Jn 8:12. Just recently, NASA video taped objects coming out from the sun and wondered what they were and why they did not burn up!  Turn up the sound on your PC and watch. ABOUT HEAVEN: "And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof."Rv 21:23  (I WONDER?) How else could these prophets say this unless they also knew (maybe experienced) what I know/experienced from before birth? Then!  We start hearing scientists say "Everything comes from light", and Christians always have been saying "Everything comes from God". I found this experience puzzling, yet interesting, should I not include it?


My heart, soul, and mind was "with God" (where I somehow knew) "all things are possible"Mt 19:26, I "got" that, did not have to read the Scriptures to know, but when I cried and cried to Him (with all due respect) in my words of "DO SOMETHING!" and things got worse (before knowing any Scripture), how could I have known or "got" this: "Surely the Lord GOD will do nothing, but He revealeth His secret unto His servants the prophets." Amos 3:7. He wants to "reveal" things for us to do, not do it Himself! He will not make our enemies good. He can give us the tools that change the world (and it is not weapons). "Wisdom is better than weapons of war..."Ec 9:18, "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but...against spiritual wickedness..."Ep 6:12 (DEMONS!). Who are the ones that "DO SOMETHING"? "...I have filled him with the spirit of God, in wisdom, and in understanding, and in knowledge, and in all manner of workmanship, To devise cunning works, to work in gold, and in silver, and in brass, And in cutting of stones, to set them, and in carving of timber, to work in all manner of workmanship. and in the hearts of all that are wise hearted I have put wisdom, that they may make all that I have commanded thee"  Ex 31:3-6, "For wisdom is better than rubies; and all the things that may be desired are not to be compared to it. I wisdom dwell with prudence, and find out knowledge of witty inventions." Pro 8:11,12 (I did not know this until it happened to me)


"​Surely the Lord GOD will do nothing, but He revealeth His secret unto His servants the prophets." Amos 3:7 < This tells us that only "His servants the prophets" He reveals to (receive things from Him/heaven Jn 3:27). Thus, it is clear now (revealed) I was born a prophet to serve Him and did not know it until decades later, AFTER I studied the Scriptures to compare notes of what I have experienced (over 70 miracles) to what other prophets experienced. Before anyone else identifies us as a prophet, without doubt, we MUST SEE first. That's why no matter who or how many carelessly and fearlessly call us a "false prophet", we know the truth and am not shaken, to continue to do His work. "His servant" on earth, despite those devil darts. "But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto Me both in Jerusalem...and unto the uttermost part of the earth." Ac 1:8. "His secret"? "And whatsoever we ask, we receive of Him, because we keep His commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in His sight."1Jn 3:22"For the LORD God is a sun and shield: the LORD will give grace and glory: no good thing will He withhold from them that walk uprightly."Ps 84:11. I realized that whenever I said "DO SOMETHING!" I was asking HIM to do it, I did not know we (His prophets) could change the world by what He gives us IF WE ASK. "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened..." Mt 7:7


It wasn't until I started asking Him specific questions, that I saw answers. Things got better. He showed me a better way of doing things for better results. He kept giving me the right words to say, kept me focused, kept refining me Nu 6:24. Then "What can I do for You?" and one of the first things He gave me was His business card. Here (below) is what I was doing just prior, I realized that I was bringing more souls into this world, but what I REALLY WANTED was to bring souls into HIS WORLD if I was to spend my time doing anything in this world...


"But let him that glorieth glory in this, that he understandeth and knoweth Me, that I am the LORD..." Jer 9:24​

"Understand and know Him" is what this whole website is about (how we invite Him in, to "know" Him, and He us...perfectly well). At the early point in my life, I assumed if you "work for God" 24/7, that meant working full time as a: 1. pastor, 2. missionary over seas, 3. operating a Christian Book Store, 4. making Bibles, 5. being a priest or nun, 6. operating a shelter or food kitchen for poor, 7. Operate an orphanage. Those were the places I assumed one would end up if they wanted to work for God (24/7 required). Which, I could not see me in any of those positions (but maybe), because He made me very creative/inventive...24/7 communing with Him, showing me wonderful things. So I always wondered what am I to do? I guess, destined to be a late bloomer when all the pieces to this puzzle come together...we must wait for God's timing when He will revealeth our mission! Before THIS "work for the Lord 24/7 ( FINALLY came, my business was handing everyone ROSES with my heartfelt blessing ("The Petalgram Rose") which went worldwide. This product, I got a US patent on and were being made everywhere "that all the families of the earth be blessed" < way after going public with selling them as a business, I found out (2014) that that was part of "The blessing of Abraham"!


                  "...and in thy seed shall all the families of the earth be blessed." Gn 28:14

In 1995, I officially got my US Patent on "The Petalgram", cost us thousand$ and over 4 years of work

to get. When questioning this work as being a witness for God, I did Petalgrams of religious symbols and

donated to the church, from 20 to 100 every Sunday...whatever I had left from my flower (rose) shop at

the end of each week. A very sweet eighty-some year old woman that I gave a Petalgram to, started crying

"No one ever gave me a flower in my one ever did..."  I said to myself "This is a blessing from God,

and, what I could do the rest of my life if I had to." (See: "The Petalgram Florist" Icon, for other blessed heart

stories that I can remember off the top of my head).


After a few years of sales, on average, about a thousand sold each week (and in a non-tourist city), it occured to me that 

"...these Petalgram roses will cause more births for Toledo!" and I shared this vision with Joseph (prophecy?) He expressed

disbelief, but it wasn't too long afterward, our son came running in the kitchen from the family room saying "Did you hear that? They

said on the news that Toledo has the highest birth rate in the nation..." (Sure enough, this product caused allot more souls to be born)...all the families of the earth will be blessed...enlarged!


My flower shop flourished for almost 5 years on mostly the sales of "The Petalgram Rose".  The last full year in business it generated over $100,000.00, and working it part time. As soon as customers SAW the product, they bought. "What a marvelous idea!" < and the likes I would hear often...and the "Why didn't I think of that?" too.  When I got the patent, we closed up the shop, and started marketing and selling the rights of my US patent to florists (and even a restaurant owner of "Norma Jeans" in Sylvania, Ohio, who immediately shut down to go to Florida with this!)  I was constantly making calls to florists to see if I could show them "The Petalgram Rose", a highly in demand product and how they could make thousands a year making it (as I did), if they paid me a low royalty fee ($1.00/day...$365./yr.) I provide advertising and other products such as special pens, labels, posters, catalogs, ordering tablet, window sticker, etc. in a free kit with purchase. Every florist needed this! (my sales were proof!)  And, the operator of the largest, oldest florist magazine in the world testified that "Of all the 75 years we have been in business, no other product had such a response as much as 'The Petalgram Rose' "  (after it devued in a special edition of Florist Review Magazine 1996). We found a woman to help in sales, she answered the ad I placed in the newspaper, showed up with a cross necklace on. We took her to a church that I liked near her house.  Pastor "George Barrett", pointed Joseph and I out of the crowd and asked if he could prophesy over us "...I see a global ministry! your ministry will be huge and known worldwide! You two will be traveling all over the world with a glorious ministry blessed by God...etc.!" < I wish I could have tape recorded it all, the whole elaborate speech! These words went way over our heads. We drove away puzzled again. How could that be possible, all we had was "The Petalgram Rose" (George didn't know about) and struggling to get it off the ground to reach the whole world, works on the heart, PROMOTES LOVE ("God is love").  Is "The Petalgram Rose" going to be that great...for God?!" George tapped our foreheads and was amazed that neither Joseph or I fainted in front of him like everyone else in that church and He turned to the congregation of about 150 and said a few words about it in embarassment (is our faith and Spirit stronger?)


After we got "My Father's Business Card", we visited "George Barrett's" church again all excited, couldn't wait to show what God gave us and assumed George would rejoice with us because THAT PRODUCT is certainly God-destined to go all over the world! Instead, he got angry at what God gave us, he shouted "Lord, why didn't you give that to me?!!! (at first I wanted to believe he was joking) This should have been for me! After everything I did for You, and You do this? etc." (He kept saying angry things in front of us. I counted about 8 nasty things in a row and called him on it). I said "What are you doing?! Why are you talking like that? We came here to show you this, to rejoice with us, and I just counted about 8 negative things that came from your mouth ("George Barrett" did not give this to me, MY HEAVENLY FATHER DID, regardless if I ever met "George Barrett". My soul was programmed by God to bring His business card to fruition "...before the foundation of the earth" the Bible says, I already was anointed by God, predestined from birth, felt it my whole life).


We could not find the financial backer we needed for "The Petalgram Rose", to get the up to par material it needed and was expected for that day and age. Frustrated and a bit ashamed of what I had to work with to get out there to market, "If only the florists could see the finished product and learn it's potential!" I would call a flowershop and ask if the owner was in, then I would hear "Why? what are ya selling?" or "Nope! Check back later, bye!" Thought it would be better to walk in and show them, but driving far and finding they were not there was costly and time consuming. Every florist needed this for sure! And if they all purchased, that would generate about $20 million/yr. Not to mention the other products they would purchase to advance their sales to the next level, etc.


Went to church and "Lois Tollison" (a mother figure I looked up to), the mother of a Toledo police officer

Joseph knew, said a few words that changed my life forever! I had 16 years left on the patent,

just got started, so I wasn't VERY discouraged, but she said "Well, maybe that's not what God

wants you to do." < I held my tongue and just wanted to cry, "How can she say such a thing!

If she only knew what I had been through to get what I got!  This is a wonderful product (she

saw every sunday), worth millions!!! What could be as great or greater than this product, that

I could have, or more godly???!!!  I'm making a difference in this world! affecting the heart of

man."  What she said really hurt. Went home crying, but deep down I knew she might be right,

"Lord, I would much rather work something obviously 'God', but what? I'm to give all this up...for
what? How did she know my heart for God, so much I'd walk away from roses and millions $$$?"


                                                 Solving this long time puzzle with a piece here and a piece there through the years was more important than
                                                 my life in this world with man (I missed out on a lot of normal activities women, and just being human, do), I 
                                                 was  so  distracted, barely  made  it  to  this  day,  gave  up  many  times  but  kept  going  on auto pilot, had

                                                 struggled being the "Martha" AND the "Mary" Lk 10:38-42 and did not know that is what it was called, until

                                                 decades later,  when I finally read about this in the Bible (the "distraction1Co 7:35).  It  was  about the

                                                 time I had enough, I was unhappy in both shoes, because I could not give my full heart (attention). I said

                                                 "Lord, I just want to be the!"  Our  sons  started  talking  of  leaving  the  nest.  My  heart  was  so  beat  up  from  all  the tears hitting my chest, no one understood me (a fish out of water, but surely God understood!)  Just could not figure anything out and needed some time with the Lord. 


"And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children,

or lands, for My name's sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life."Mt 19:29​

There is no way anyone can follow "Truth" (be honest, upfront, "upright") unless they are willing to give up all for it. The day came when the Lord said "Come, leave the dead, the world behind, leave the brethren, leave your folks, come, do what your heart be with Me, at peace, study, learn, be filled to "overcome" 1Jn 4:4, I have something for you...I will reveal."  I explained to Joseph and he got angry, "How could you not have anything to do with...that's wrong!" But I was POSITIVE the Lord was calling me to Himself for something that would make sense of my whole life, I had that 7 year old heart again!  Only, THIS TIME no one will take this away from me!  I said "Okay, if God doesn't come through, I will return and appologize...I can leave the world-business, I can leave the brethren, and all my folks who always give me a hard time when I am around them, "Wherein they think it strange that ye run not with them to the same excess of riot, speaking evil of you" 1Pe 4:4. "But leave your family? What will they say about that?!" exclaimed Joseph. I said "The Lord commanded us to love and respect others no matter what, ESPECIALLY RESPECT no matter what we do for the Lord. And, I will ask for a sign of His approval, first." (Joseph agreed)


"Ask thee a sign of the LORD thy God; ask it either in the depth, or in the height above.​"Is 7:11

If you come to a point in life and you are not sure of something, ask the Lord for "a sign", I did...if He okayed me to leave "family" (be finally free from their constant termoil-demons). The very next time we visited my folks (just days after asking for "a sign"), my sisters and I were talking in the driveway about what we got our children for Christmas in the past. The conversation was so enjoyable that I started thinking maybe I WAS WRONG, maybe there's hope, just then I got a smack in the face and heard "Oh why don't you get out of the family!" then her and another sister walked side by side (as if they both were possessed by demons) into the house!  I was astonished but excited!!! THAT WAS MY SIGN! I AM FREE! He used the evil spirit (1Sa 16:14) for this sign and I was in ENORMOUS spiritual joy all the way home (relieved from that life of abuse) "See Joseph! They may never hear from me again, let's just see what the Lord has for me now!" "Let them be ashamed and brought to confusion together that rejoice at mine hurt: let them be clothed with shame and dishonour that magnify themselves against me."Ps 35:26. This sister had corpal tunnel syndrome afterward and suffered.  "...Touch not mine anointed, and do My prophets no harm."Ps 105:15"And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed." Gen 12:3

                                                       ROSE TO PRAYER BUSINESS

For months I toyed with the idea of finding something more godly and stayed home to think, pray and study. After 5 years working hard the rose business, it felt good, listened to Christian music, and being more with my teen sons. Started buying and collecting Christian songs, copying only the songs I like to the longest running cassette. Realized I prefered praise songs, listened to day and night, slept with cassette and heavenly Christian songs running in my ears). Read my Bible like NO BODY'S BUSINESS! (I don't care if it offends anyone anymore). One time, I spent 20 hours straight on the couch, no eat, drink, sleep or bathroom! I was so starved and drinking in The Word like never before. I couldn't pray for a Christian Book Store, or that I go overseas, or start a mission for the poor, that was beyond my capability to run or finance! Then it occurred to me when I was 18 and turned my search for a mate over to the Lord to find him for me (Let go - let God). That's what I will do! "Lord, give me a business that I can keep my eyes on You (as You said) the rest of my days so I don't miss heaven! Occupy me with something I can use ALL of my talents and every part of me for YOU, something Joseph can be involved in also, as the flower shop (he did the books)...give me a business where I can use Scripture, lead people to You, make it affordable for us to get going, having the equal or greater $ potential as "the Petalgram Rose" business had, because I want to use the $ to help others finacially with this new business', only THEN I will give up Petalgram, Inc.!"


The fall of 1995. Soon after that first prayer (which grew to more specific what I wanted)

driving one beautiful morning through Ottawa Hills (an affluent suburb of Toledo,

Ohio), all of a sudden I find myself 'coming to' (as if I passed out), blind, and behind

the wheel of a moving vehicle!  In pristine health, never having this happen to me

before, nor since. My immediate reaction was to slam on the brakes, didn't want to

run into anything, but then I realized someone behind me might hit me so I eased up 

to a slower stop as my eyes were starting to see and focus. Stopped, got out, and I am

staring at the front of an old gray pick-up truck parked along side the road almost directly behind our car!!!  No one was in it and no one was around, and there was dead silence. First time in my life I stood in disbelief of the truth! According to the alignment of the vehicles, I wondered how I could have gone through half of that truck unscathed. I drove slowly away in severe shock, "Woooooe, I should be dead! The Lord wants me around THAT BAD? is something REAL BIG coming? Woooe!  "...for with God all things are possible." Mk 10:27 < I guess you could say He demonstrated that, there!  After all, He walked through a wall to talk to His disciples. Preparing me for...?

"For He shall give His angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways." Ps 91:11​

Before explaining what I am about to, I must reveal this happening first...the Lord (or angel?) visited me on the corner of Secor and Alexis Roads. As I was about to put the gas pump nossle into the back of my car, I hear "Get up on the back of the car." At first I wanted to believe I said that, but heard it again. Hesitating to gas up, I stood there wondering...I said to The Voice "No, that will look stupid, what will people think...!" then heard it again with force and I jumped, up on the back of the car. In seconds, just as I was getting down before anyone saw me, a pick-up truck plowed into the back bumper where my legs were (we were back to back), "For it is written, He shall give His angels charge over thee, to keep thee: And in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone." Lk 4:10,11. I turned around and saw a young woman at the wheel of her pick up with a 2 year old standing on the seat next to her as she looked at me through the rear view mirror and drove off! Just a couple years later, a car smashed a Toledo cop standing behind a vehicle on that Road and he died. If only we would listen to "The Voice"!  (I hope this can save a life some day).

"Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares." Heb 13:2

The early winter of 1996 (February?), on a Saturday, I filled up our Chevy S10 pick-up, and our teenage son Joseph III took it out for the evening (maybe had a date). The next day (Sunday) I took the pick-up out shopping and ran out of gas about a city block from the gas station at Central and Talmadge Roads intersection. It was near 0 degrees, snow very high but shoveled, I was getting cold fast, cell phone didn't work, and no one around. I prayed for an angel to give me a push (or a few drops of gas?) to make it, but the engine was dead. Very much aware of my surroundings and situation, I was worried and kept praying as I constantly looked for any movement of life around my vehicle, I'd roll the window down and yell for help. While scanning all around seeing/hearing no one, two guys appear at the bumper! There was no way they could have gotten to my truck that fast without me seeing them coming as I scanned...I watched them as if they were real angels (suspicion)! They told me to put in neutral and steer straight to gas station ahead. When I got up to the pump, I got out to thank them. As I stood there FREEZING, and anxious to see where they would go from me, I hear The Voice "Turn away." (I'm like "Not this again!!!") I ignored The Voice, wanting to believe it was mine, after all, what harm was it to watch 2 guys walk away? I hear sternly "Turn away." again, and I thought "Nooo! I WANT SO BADLY TO SEE THEM GO!" I tried to believe it was just me saying that. But there is just something about that 3rd time hearing The Voice! So as I said "...bye!" to them (about 6 feet from me), turning to walk away, I reasoned "If I hear The Voice once more, I can turn away, just to satisfy The Voice, then turn back and not miss anything) I then hear "TURN AWAY!" I turned and turned back and THEY WERE GONE!!! (absolutely NO SOUND, not even a car pull up to let them in, or the running of feet sound! They vanished into thin air! There was nothing close for them to get to that fast, no house, car, bushes, NOTHING!  I drove home spooked and wondering why this happened (God thought my heart would fail me to witness it?) As soon as I walked into my house, our son Derek said "Mooooom, you look like you've seen a ghost!" < How did he know?  These 2 guys were about the same age (maybe 45?), seemed HIGHLY INTELLEGENT, spoke perfect English, but then when they spoke to themselves while pushing the truck, it was like English backwards, I heard them speak about 150 words between them, but could not understand any word. They were dressed like 5 year olds (big thick weaved clothing, all different primary or blue hat, blue or green pants, yellow or green scarf, green or blue jacket etc.) I wanted to take them shopping and show them how we humans dress (LOL!) That thought crossed my mind as I thanked them so much for helping me.


"Out of heaven He made thee to hear His voice, that He might instruct thee..." Dt 4:36,

One summer evening of 1996, I just left the University of Toledo. Waiting behind about 4 to 5 vehicles at the light of Bancroft, Indian, and Secor intersection, waiting to turn north on Secor for home. I was kind of sad and asked "Lord, am I doing right? Should I just go to college and get a degree, I have free college? Should I have followed Catholicism my mom wanted, been a nun...?" All of a sudden, The Holy Ghost came down around me...engulfing the whole van with me in it!  "Woooooooe" < again! I sat there for a few seconds which seemed like an hour, just waiting for "The Voice", looking out the windows all around the van (playing scientist), thinking "Everything looks normal, why do I feel an atmosphere that I cannot possibly explain, except like...It is a heavenly presence as big or bigger than our van?" 

and sure enough! a deep, manly voice spoke..."Become not from college, become not from any religion, but be coming from Me, and I will give you something (He shows me His hand with a glowing light on) ...that will be small, simple, yet powerful, and it will confound even the wisest of man."  


If only He would have said "Be still and know that I am God..." Ps 46:10 first! Because so many things raced through my mind at the same time hearing His words, and it was distracting! But my immediate concern was remembering all that He was saying, not as much as understanding it, but I tried very hard to remember each word as He spoke, so I could get home, write it down ASAP, then try to learn what He wanted me to do. This (below) was bombarding my thoughts while I was trying to hear the Lord..."The Holy Ghost"?

"Oh my God!  Now this is happening!"

"I need a pencil and paper!"

"If I search my purse next to me, I'll be distracted and miss everything He's saying!"

"I have to get home fast as possible!"

"What's on His hand?!  Maybe I can be wise enough to figure it out before He tells me!"

"Oh how I wish someone else was here in this van to witness this with me!"

"This kind of stuff only happens in The Holy Bible!  Why me?"

"Could I possibly be...Am I imagining this, or is this for real?!!!"

"OMG! When will He stop talking, I can't remember all this!"


"PAY ATTENTION!" < The Father, His Son, or Holy Ghost telling me?

This hand with a glowing light on, is as close as I can get to showing you what I saw (only, the "glowing light" was moving constantly), is this not a right hand that I saw??? Yes! I checked it out and it was "a right hand"!!!  And didn't He say "He sits on the right hand of God"? Which means "He" in "His Business Card" is given to us from the right hand of God!!! "Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep." Ro 12:15, REJOICE WITH ME BRETHREN!!!  Isn't this WONDERFUL???!


In a split second (after He said "...and it will confound even the wisest of man.") I responded "What is it? and when will You give it?" He showed me in vision (and kept showing me every time I would ask, until I gave up) a scene of an accident, where a semi truck got stuck under an overpass and all kinds of PROFESSIONALS tried to figure out how to get it unstuck, then a car pulls up and a young child gets out and says "Just let the air out of the tires!"  It took a young child (UNEDUCATED). God always laughs at man's wisdom, "man" who thinks he knows it all and doesn't need "God", the ONE God who properly addresses any situation with us (Jer 33:3).

So, is He showing me that whatever He gives me, will take THAT to properly address the situation His church is in? (is it stuck under an overpass? Is not run properly? Still "spots, wrinkles, and blemishes"?) CLUE: Who ran it under where souls are passing over? And, what will it take to get it unstuck? (He showed me! I unlocked The Seal in Daniel < another testimony, another Icon to click on, enough for a book, the greatest ministry on earth! THE POWER of God is at hand NOW < His BIGGEST BUSINESS for a church without spot, wrinkle, or blemish). Why is He giving me so much that my cup runneth over? ("But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty." Mat 13:23)  Soon after His business card was first printed, I met a woman who started the first "church on wheels" < a semi truck used as a church, and we became best of friends. She worked for the Secret Service and had been investigating the Jimmy Hoffa murder, ended up marrying the man who knew something about it, he was a truck driver. She said "Julia Childs is one of us, she prepared me to work undercover in the food industry..." years later, she died in a nursing home in Nevada, and when Julia Childs died, the whole world finally got to know she was in the Secret Service! (It was world news).


1995 - Hurried home worried His words would slip my memory. Got quickly in the door, noticed Joseph and (Joe III?) sitting at the kitchen table, and with hand up at them, I said "Don't talk to me, don't say anything!" then ran to get a paper and pencil to document what the Lord said. Took a deep breath and relaxed. It did puzzle me why He didn't just give "IT" to me then.  I gave up asking Him "When? What is it?" because He would always respond with showing a semi truck stuck under an overpass. So I set it aside for whenever He decides to deliver "IT" in His timing!  Years later, I found a Scripture " things do I declare: before they spring forth I tell you of them."Is 42:9


Many months passed and one day, August 22, 1996 (about 6am), I awoke with an enormous amount of energy.  About 41 years old, but felt like a teenager again! Skipped breakfast and ran outside to get some much needed work done in the yard. Over did it and the pain in my back (old diving accident injury, suffered 9 years and getting worse) was all of a sudden unbearable, so excruciating, to debilitating...a new symptom of paralyzation started at my feet and was rapidly heading upwards toward my heart, and I was horrified! Got in the patio door, grabbed the phone, dropped to the floor and as I was about to call for an ambulance, I thought "By the time they get here, my heart could stop!"  So frightened, I decided to call on the Lord instead. "Lord, remember all the things I did and am doing for You?...Please heal my back." (trying to feel worthy, to believe He will do it). I recalled or heard "...ask in faith, nothing wavering. For he that wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed. For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord. A double minded man is unstable in all his ways." Jm 1:6-8.


After I asked for the healing, with phone in right hand, I picked up my left hand and started to count on my fingers to distract my mind from doubting..."One, two, thrrr...Oh My God! All of the pain and paralyzation is gone!" (I'm laying there trying to comprehend what just happened). Stood to my feet while thinking "Where's the pain?" and as I put my hands on my hips to move all around, a hot streak shot down my spine (like a sword), the heat flared in the area of my back. That is when I noticed "OMG! THERE IS A SET OF HANDS IN MY BACK!!!!! and AS REAL AS OURS! I could count the fingers pointing outward and thumbs pointing upward, with the wrists fitted together at my spine. I'm thinking "This feels sooo good!!! Like a soothing brace...Whose hands are these?! How long will they stay there? It feels so perfect...too perfect! The healing doesn't match the rest of me...oh my, I am aging! Why is this happening? I thought if you ask for a healing, your body goes back to normal. I never asked for these (THE) HANDS, only a normal healing...what is normal? Does everyone get HIS HANDS in a 'normal healing'?"  Immediately, I called Joseph at work, "OMG! You are not going to believe this! There is a set of han...!" (he could not comprehend it, who could? Maybe he was in the middle of doing something. He acted as if I was talking about something common among man. But, he did say he never heard of this before and we both agreed that I should call the pastor). Called a pastor of a church we took the boys to, and I got the same response "Amazing...never heard of it before...Okay, bye." (basically)


I spent 4 years telling and asking anyone the same thing "I had a miraculous healing...'His Hands'...Have you ever heard of this type of healing before? Think it might be in the Bible? Why did He do this to me???!!!"  (I said in my heart, "This means there is possibly an explanation waiting in the future, something He has planned that this is needed for, but what could it be?")  There were things even Jesus said He couldn't tell us, He said "...but only The Father knoweth, and to whom it is revealed."  And when I asked in prayer, He would not tell me either (yet)! It must be "in His timing". That is why He also said "Wait, wait I say, wait upon the Lord."


​Shortly after the healing, I decided that "I must know something to receive a miraculous healing, maybe I am

to write a book showing people what it takes to get a healing? So, I worked hard on an outline for weeks,

chosing a title, chapter names, etc. Then, I awoke early one day with a poetic Spirit, and wrote "The Lord's

Poem" (about Him; The Healer), assuming He wanted it for the book. But in the mail comes an invitation to

submit a poem to a book company who might publish it in hard cover. "Lord, is this You? Okay, I will share

Your poem!" Finished it, and was about to send, then realized "Oooh no! The poem only has 'He', 'Him', and

'His' in it, assuming the reader will know it is about Jesus. "But someone could use this for Buddah or whatever

manmade god! The Book Company is secular...I will not change the words! what do I do now?" Suddenly, I 

saw in vision, the face of the Lord Jesus with the poem. "OMG! I HAVE TO HAVE THIS!" Then my next thought, 

"Oooh no...I can't draw You, nooo...I need to see You first...and I can't use someone elses artwork, that would be called 'infringement'" (See "The Miracle Drawing Of Christ"). I kept hearing "Through Christ you can do all things." and "With God all things are possible" I said "I know, Lord, but..." Weeks went by and the due date for submission was close. Got coloered pencils, and said "YOU DO IT...take my hand and draw it for me, after all, it's for You and I'm not making any money for it...You will benefit!" (years later I found "If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it." Jn 14:14. He sent 3 spirits, "Precision", "Balance", and "Color", they came down through the ceiling of the kitchen, like a hard gush of air penetrating my forehead, swiftly straight to my chest, and filled me up, my hands flung outward and "What's this?!" I said in shock. In precisely 3 hours, I had The Picture! Went to Kinkos Copiers at The University of Toledo and put The Pic with The Poem.


Derek, our youngest son, was 16 and just got his temps to drive, said "Come on Mom, I will drive you to mail it and take you out to breakfast!" We left the house, dropped "The Lord's Poem" in the mail box, and headed for Uncle John's Pancake House on Secor Rd. Toledo, Ohio. On the way, Derek had worldly music blasting (I said within me "Lord, I don't like this noise, but it is rare Derek is spending time with me and not his friends, so can You turn this time into a miracle somehow, so he will draw closer to You?") He told me to speak loud over the noise of the radio and show Derek how to commune with Him, to get his attention to God (so I did). BOLDLY "Lord, I need a business! One I can use all of my talents for You, one that is affordable to get going, one that Joseph and I can do toge...!"  


Derek said "Geeez Mom!"  I said "Well turn that noise down!" (then realized I may have hurt his feelings), so as he turned it down, I said calmly "Although, I do like a few songs they play, but most are all worldly, Derek." He said "Which ones do you like?" (I told him). We got to the restaurant, ate, paid the bill, got in the car, and at the turn of the key,  at the EXACT same time, the very first song mentioned that I liked, started (I pretended to not notice and smiled at God in the Spirit). "Perfect timing! OMG MOM! Check that out! Did you see that, at the same heard that didn't you? OMG...!"  (I thanked the Lord for what I'm thinking is happening...He answered my prayer that this time I'm spending with Derek, He would reach him in an unforgetable way...HOPEFULLY GET TO KNOW HIM AS I DO, but what about The Business I asked for on the way?) Derek was in awe, but I was one step ahead of him. And immediately after that song ended, yes, you guessed it! THE VERY NEXT SONG (in perfect order, no commercial) came on!  We both looked at each other and laughed in holy joy...(I quickly thought "Oh I hope this is You Lord, please make this memorable, what do I say now to Derek?" The Lord reminded me "Things come in 3s, if it is from Me, the next song will tell you for sure.") I said to Derek "Things come in 3s, so before the next song comes on let's ask the Lord...since He is reaching my heart, how about we ask for a song that is about the heart, okay?" Derek says "What if it's a commercial break, what if..."  I told Derek "Wait, you'll see, if this is from God, the next song will be about the heart!" ("RIGHT LORD?!" < I thought)  Derek and I waited, which seemed like hours of anticipation, while enjoying the songs. No break,

                                                         back to back, and the next waaas...(drum roll please) the theme song to the movie "The Titanic"!!!  I

                                                         NEVER HEARD BEFORE, nor knew it had to do with a movie, nor saw it. I started crying listening to it

                                                         touch my heart, because I whole-heartedly poured my heart out to Him about business in this world,

                                                        prefering to be 100% for Him with it. If you never heard the song, click to the left and listen, AWESOME!

                                                         We sat in the car, in the drive way hearing the last of it and I cried (if the world only knew what I have

                                                         secretly been through with God, for this specially worded song made all the horrible pain in my heart

                                                         worth it). Is why I say "Jesus suffered more than the cross, He suffered us, our mouth, our ignorance,

                                                        our sinfulness, loving us when we did not deserve it, for 33 years on earth before we slaughtered Him

                                                         who did not deserve it!


Got home, walked up to the kitchen table with His picture in hand that HE HELPED ME DRAW "Our help is in the name

of the LORD, who made heaven and earth." Ps 124:8 (He sent 3 Spirits in to me "Precision", "Balance", and "Color", my

hands flew outward at the impact and I burst "What's this?" Felt then, I could draw anything! In 3 hours, I had this pic.

Because I said "You do it! After all, it's for You, not me." < Did not know He was setting me up for a business, therefore

it WOULD BE FOR ME) set it in front of me and asked "What else can I do with this picture, Lord?" (In other words "I

don't want to throw it away.") Instantly, He showed me a vision of my father-in-law who had died about 2 months prior,

behind the shoulder and framed in gold. I went back to Kinkos Copiers at the University of Toledo and put it together. 

People were looking over my shoulder and asking where I got the pic of Jesus. They asked for my business card, I said

"I'm not in business, don't have one." (Did not consider it a business, didn't SEE it yet). Joseph wanted one to put on his work (UT Police Chief). A coworker wanted one. Joseph set up our meeting to get her pictures to put the Mem together for her at campus Kinkos Copiers. Joseph told me on the phone "Do not charge her, just do it for her!" I said "Okay, I wasn't going to charge her anyway!" (Now mind you, this is the same Joseph that said for months (after The Petalgram business was set aside) "You are so talented, why don't you make any money? You keep doing things for people and giving it away! Start making some money and pay some bills. You're spinning your wheels and getting nowhere!" (I was feeling pretty low when he said that. Maybe God needs to bless me with something..."Why is this, Lord?")

GRACE ("He's giving me grace")

"Hi, I'm Grace Brown, Mr. Skonecki said you would do one for me?"  She insisted I take $47.? "That's all I got, but I would give you $50, it's worth it!"  She continued "Do you have a business card...What? You don't? You don't do this for business? You should do this as a business girl! Since I'm your first customer, here's a one dollar bill, and I will sign it."  I was floored that I did not see this as "business" until then, and as I drove home, I was repeating myself "OMG! He answered my prayer! OMG..."  My Aunt wanted one done and my parents too. One day I was at Kinkos working on them and shared my short testimony with a young man. He said "Wait a minute, didn't you just say you prayed for a business and you asked that it keep your eyes on Him the rest of your days?" ("OMG! I never realized that either!")  Okay, call me "stupid" again, after all, my grade school teacher told my parents "She makes poor use of her time, she is a slow learner." I did not learn to tell time until I was 10, and was still sucking my thumb...well, my index and middle fingers, which made my front teeth grow slightly outward, and carried around a soothing fuzzy blanket covering it (was to only vice I had in my life). BUT! At 10, I could tell time and stopped the fingers and blanket! My heart was so distracted in learning, had an aching concern about the bad spirits all around me (this is prophet material in God's book), I thought what everyone was learning made them like that and I did not want any part of it! Always was a quiet soul not knowing what to think. Hadn't figured anything (purpose) out yet, was hard to trust any human (my soul was programmed to find Jesus Christ - perfect and trustworthy), had no Bible or spiritual influence yet, but looked everywhere, only the elderly I loved to listen to...their maturity and wisdom amazed me < even married one!


"What else can I do with this picture, Lord?" turned into "What more can I do for YOU?" When I realized He gave me a business doing these mems, I wondered if He would give me another product for the business. I took the picture and sat it in front of me, said "What else can I do with this picture, Lord?" all of a sudden I saw "His Hand" and a business card on (why I did not remember "His Hand" with glowing light and Him telling me "I will give you something, small, simple, yet powerfull..." to this day I don't know!), and I said "But I'm not ready to do my business cards yet, Lord." (AND I SHOVED IT BACK TO HIM and asked for something else, "Another product, Lord?" and He gave another one! When I put that product together, I was so thrilled for a business I can build with "products" and not just the one!  I put the picture in front of me again and He showed me the business card again, and I shoved it back, and asked for another product again, and He gave!  This went on for 4-1/2 months, until one day...


One day in early August of 1998, I awoke to do my business card. Got my coffee, sat at the PC, said "Okay Lord,

I'm ready to do my business card, let's see..."  His hand came to me again. Now, when I first paid attention to the

business card in His hand, I said with a wrinkled face, "What? I wouldn't put 'CALL ME' or that big on my business

card, Lord." (then. I realized He is always right, I'm the stupid one! and at that thought, it hit me "Oooh, It's Your

business card! ...Oh how cool! I will do them for You, as best as I can to give others the same effect as I received."

Who would have ever thought 'a business card' as a product? and since so many people asked me for mine,

that's why it did not register, I just assumed He was telling me it was time to do mine.


4 years later, Joseph informed me of an online Bible, "...type in a word, and all Scripture with the word in it will come up." He did not know what was running through my mind..."His Hands"!!! I found "Ps 28:5, Is 5:12" < the only 2 Scripture verses on that type of healing!  Later, found out that the numbers are my birthday (Dec 28, '55), and the letters "PSIS" mean "spine"! Discovered "Multi-In-One Miracle (God's name is "One"), and this is from the "Multi-In-One God" (The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost) "His thumbprint" on this work!

"What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops." Mt 10:27

Soon enough, I WILL BE SHOUTING TO THE WORLD!  How is this website for starters? But when I was FIRST sharing my experience, so many people said "You need to be telling an audience!" (but The Lord would remind me "One on one is practice before perfect, now build the website for what accumulated...they will come, then you will go.") One of the first "one on ones" was when Joseph and I went for breakfast at a near by family owned little restaurant of home cooking. In front of a couple people, I excitedly showed 'The Lord's Business Card' and told a brief testimony of how it came to be. An elderly woman who was there with another elder woman, got up and gave me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek and said "That's for listening to the Lord, it's because YOU LISTEN!"


But Is there more to this? (This is pretty deep, so bear with me please) I lost my best friend to lung cancer (did not know she had), she was in her 80s, came home from funeral and saw a white rose still blooming at my front door IN DECEMBER. Then I left the house for the store to get something and my eyes saw a book (was not looking for) entitled "Roses in December" (a white rose on the cover!) about losing a loved one, I said to myself "This can not be a coincidence!" and bought it. I prayed for a new Christian friend. Not too long after this new invention of His business card, He introduced me to an elderly lady (over 80) Dr. Judith Kaminsky (before I ever said a word to her, she was speaking to a clerk at the counter of a fabric store I frequented. Her four freshly polished, and pointed upward fingers were between her face and the clerk's, and I heard "I have 4 doctors degrees, but they are nothing when it comes to Jesus...!" We talked a long time in the parking lot and hugged. I became her chauffeur (she had been desperately praying for). She was lonely and did not want to stay in her condo, but did not trust herself driving, nor anyone for her that she did not know. I became "chauffeur" of her WHITE WITH RED INTERIOR LINCOLN CONTINENTAL (I always dreamed of having after my first encounter with one in my life, but knew If, and when I could afford, they will not be available!  "Thank You Jesus!" satisfied me for the rest of my life). We went many places together, she had no daughter or family around, only in Reno, Nevada (son). She told me "I am one of 3 people, who started 'Church on wheels' (semi-truck churches), 'Truckers for Christ'...I worked undercover with the Secret Service, and with Julia Childs (the famous chef)...we were a small group...during WWII, a few of us parachuted over Germany for a mission, I was captured and while being raped, my husband shot and killed him...I lost all memory and was sent back to the states to recover...on duty in Michigan, I ended up marrying the guy we were after for info. on the Jimmy Hoffa murder and that is when we took to the road trucken for Christ, tried to get a confession out of him...after he died, my real husband showed up and flew me to a place in the mountains of California to tell me the son I had before marrying the other man, was his and he is part of the royal family and so was I, a pregnant member (disgraced), came from England, had me and gave me to a woman who lost her baby that day, then left for is the grave site...In my service to this country, I guarded 5 first ladies of the United States...I accidently shot and killed my brother in the line of duty...I still have my revolver, along with The Declaration Of Independence I inherited from my father who is of the "Whipple" family (one of many signatures on it) it is, look at this (she opened the brittle, golden, stiff and cracked paper on my kitchen table). There was a big slick black utility van (high tech) following us, we spotted every once in a while. I was never allowed to meet her husband, but saw him on TV, the Laurence Welk show playing saxophone. When the guys were introduced to the audience, her husband, nicknamed "Ace" (worked for the Pentagon) disappeared from the stage. He saw "The Business Card of Christ" and told her "This is a promising enterprise!" (They liked it, he took some, left for DC). She moved back to Reno to be with her son (I helped her clean and pack), she later died there in a nursing home. Always guarded her purse like a hawk! but it disappeared, her gun, and The Declaration Of Independence! (Her son said) he never knew his dad, and took the last name of a best friend who died young. I said "Yes you did! He was that elderly man with the reddish hair that occasionally visited your work all those really liked him." He was shocked. (The Doc and Ace were cousins. He was assigned by England to watch over her). I'm sure Ace is dead by now. When I find her picture, I will post it here. Joseph did not want to believe (and forgot most) but when Julia Childs died (years after Dr. Judy), the whole world knew of her secret work, and that said it all for me!  Besides, she was a Christian minister, witnessed everywhere we went.


"That your faith should not stand in the wisdom of men, but in the power of God."1Co 2:5​

About 1996, Before He revealed to me His business card, I was severely aching about my family (shortly after the time He told me to leave them), their strong spirits against mine in every way possible. "They are so tormented, Lord, WHY am I suffering them? Why do they do the mean stuff to me when I am as nice as anyone can be, and always will be!?"  I hear "Because you are MY FIRSTBORN in your family."  I said "WHAT?  I am not the first born, Bonnie is, or if it is about the male thing, Tom is, that's what I know about 'firstborn' in the Bible. What do You mean?" For MANY days, I kept coming back to this same conversation and trying hard to understand what this meant.  Finally, one day IT SUNK IN!  "Ooooh, I am the FIRST to be born spiritually...'born again'!"  Then, I found Scripture everywhere on this throughout the Bible. Then, I started studying this happening. Then, He tells me "Write THIS book." (He then reveals The Seal in Daniel to me and opened it in my mind!) I was sooo shocked at the discovery, I contacted a Christian Psychologist and set appointments to explain in confidentiality my findings/understandings that I cannot here.  The psychologist's final reply was "Do you realize what you have? When you get that book done, you will be asked to speak all over the world and be signing books."  I asked if he would be available to read it and give his approval for the cover to assure other Christians. I now have support for this cause of The Lord's FULL BLOWN BUSINESS (Satan and his followers are in trouble now!) This is where the power of God is hidden in families, we, whom God chooses are to be the spiritual leaders...speak for Him...HE CHOOSES, not man!


"Sit down in front of the TV and turn it on."  (He said, and showed me in a vision sitting on a chair directly in front of the TV) I grabbed a chair from the kitchen, set it in front of the TV, just like the vision.  < this never happened before or after. I ALWAYS sit on the couch, love seat, or lounge chair (I now realize what happened there). I said "But I have sooo many things to get done before Joseph gets back!"  Then heard "WATCH!" I flipped on the TV and 'watched', never changed the channel or adjusted the volume or anything else until He showed me what He wanted, if it was not on the right channel, too bad, I was (harmlessly) doing what He said and HE WILL HAVE TO PERFORM ANY PROVISIONS (making sure it is Him, not me, or you know who is trying to lead me). Sorry, but this is my protected way of making sure this is God, and I was always deliberately sceptical to protect myself. The History Channel was on. Maybe the second program I ever watched on Nostradamas. I said "This is about a false prophet, right?"  I hear "Watch!" about 10 minutes go by and I said "I

cannot do this, I have work to do!"  I hear "Sit down, watch!" (this happened about 5 times). Then, about 3/4 into

the program, a picture of a GRIFFIN is shown, "NOW YOU HAVE MY ATTENTION, LORD!!!"  "Griffin" is my maiden

name, we came from Wales in the 1600s - 1700s.  And one of the researchers in the program says (paraphrased)

"A Griffin with wings represents 'female', she, with the power of God in her hand will appear, just before the end

when Jesus makes His return."  (and look! THERE'S THE SUN!!!  I say, "This God-sent Griffin symbol is biblical

 ' ye therefore wise as serpents (tail) and harmless as doves (wings)." Mt 10:16.  Symbolically, right on!


Mat 10:16-22 "Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves. But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues; And ye shall be brought before governors and kings for My sake, for a testimony against them and the Gentiles. But when they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak. For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you. And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death. And ye shall be hated of all men for My name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."  For the FIRST TIME, I researched online what "Griffin" means, here is copy and pasted definitions: ( "...having the head and wings of an eagle and the body of a lion." and  "(in India and the East) a newcomer, especially a white person from a Western country." and "a city in W Georgia." < My "Griffin" ancestors established. And "a male given name." my niece named her son after my Dad's surname. Somewhere on the internet (I'm trying to find) I read "...most powerful creature of the heavens ("eagle"), and the earth ("lion"), "Another name for The LORD", "Guardian of the greatest treasure" (What greater TREASURE than His Business/His Hands/His Business Cards/His power to guard it?) and "Many say the Griffin is fictitious, but there is reason to believe that it did (does?) in fact exist." < PERFECT, it fits this!

The Lord told me to look up the meaning of our last name "Skonecki", took me many days to find someone who spoke Polish, he lived in Poland, and sent me an email saying "Final, last, at the end." < even that came in 3s! ("with God" things come in threes, remember?)                                                                                                                                             

                                                                                                                                   See the beak, pointed ears, claws and brown hair?

And they wonder what this creature is that washed up on Mantauk Bay...                 "male" (no wings), lions tail, and muscle brows?




"He revealeth His secret unto His servants the prophets"


Who could know this "...but to whom He revealeth."​​